"Why are you so bitter?"
I shrugged.
"Why do you keep pushing people away?"
I shrugged.
"Why do you hate the stupidity of love so much?"
Again, I shrugged.
"Are you that afraid?"
"Maybe yes. Because maybe, maybe I'm afraid to fall once more. I'm afraid that when someone manages to break my walls down, I'll fall harder. I push people away because I don't want them to think that they could just go to my life and leave as easy as fuck. I'm not an amusement park. Maybe I hate it so much because once, I believed that it's okay to be stupid on love when it isn't. It's not okay. Love is not supposed to make you feel stupid. Pained yes, but not stupid. Bitter got overcooked. Maybe that's why I became bitter. I was once sweet that got too caught up on the burning heat."
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